This morning when I awoke, I realized very shortly that I feel just as bad as I have every other morning this week. Nerves will get you if you don't watch out, and they've got me. I have some sort of viral infection that has resulted in multiple cold sores on my lips, sores in my mouth, and a swollen neck, which is also, yup, sore.
And tonight is my junior high class reunion and I have hoped all week that I might be able to go after all. Originally, I wouldn't be able to go because of Nan, but now I'm not able to go because I look like the creature from the Black Lagoon. Guess this spares me the troubles of trying to make myself into a fourteen-year-old. Thank the Lord for small favors!
These school chums are the ones I began my educational journey with way back in kindergarten and we were together until high school. By the time we reached high school, our town high school had been closed for a number of years and we were bused to the big city where we ultimately graduated in a class of nearly 500. We lost touch with one another even though we lived in the same small town. I never recommend that communities bus their children off for an education.
I'll be thinking of them all; praying as the Lord brings them to mind; and hoping that they have a fun time tonight wading through the memories.
In some sad news, John found that Sarah had died sometime Thursday night. She was buried yesterday in a coffin that John made special just for her. He wrote upon it: Sarah, a good friend to Nan. August 13, 2010. I'm quite upset by this because I feel that if I had been more observant I'd have known that something was wrong. But, being sick myself, I was pretty self-absorbed. All I know is that she had eaten her last two meals and was still drinking water. I also know that for some strange reason Fioré was lying with her all day. We will not be telling Nan about Sarah's passing for fear that it would upset her too much. If she returns home, of course, we will have to. If not, she will be spared.
So that's why I was looking for lovely things yesterday. Thanks for the helps with the posies. Because of you, I watered them for 20 minutes this morning. They don't look revived, but it's early yet.
Have a lovely weekend...
Usually not being able to eat or drink is the sign something is wrong.
ReplyDeleteStorm passed away as the result of a series of mini strokes (then not being able to eat or drink was when we had to have her put to sleep).
I wonder if Nan's kitty had a stroke that was strong enough to take her life? Sounds like it had to be something like that, in which case there is nothing you could have done about it.
Our two precious kitties are buried under the dogwood tree. I've always hoped they would not mind as they were not fond of the word d.o.g. :)
Mmmmmmm, has "someone" been advising you, that your health was suffering?
ReplyDelete-le sigh-
"10-4 good buddy..."
Gentle hugs...
Hi Vee,
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear you are under the weather. Will be lifting you up in prayer this morn. Trusting for a speedy recovery for you.
Thanks for all your sweet comments on my blog.
Hugs,
Tara
Oh you poor thing! I hope you get yourself into your bed, and rest and relax and allow yourself time to get over whatever bug has invaded. Seriously, Vee, it is probably a relaxation of all the stress, and then the immune system goes awol. Let John look after you.
ReplyDeleteI think it is a good decision not to tell your Nan unless it becomes essential. Sad though. Just don't beat yourself up about it.
Lots of love-
That's too bad that you're not well and unable to make the reunion.
ReplyDeleteAs you say, at least you won't have to try to make yourself up to look 14! :P (that's hilarious). :P
Sorry to hear about Nan's kitty. Hopefully she'll never have to know what happened. :(
Take care and I hope that you are feeling much better soon.
((Hugs))
Laura
Vee, Vee, Vee - I know it's hard to calm those nerves and not worry. My stress come our in fever blisters too.
ReplyDeleteGo make one of the orange ice cream floats to celebrate your Junior High Chums!!
Leann
Vee, I am sorry you are feeling so crummy and yes, best to avoid seeing new/old people looking like a giant cold sore. An excellent excuse, I would say. Very sorry to hear about Sarah, poor little dear.
ReplyDeleteP.S. For some reason, I can only read your blog for about 6 seconds and then your music starts and crashes my iMac explorer and it shuts down with abut 10 error messages. It happens on EVERY blog with music and drives me mad. So sorry if I don't comment a lot. I do stop by but get unceremoniously dumped off your site. If I can reload and click on the Comments link fast enough, then all is well and I can write 'til my heart's content.
Again, so sorry about the dear kitty. Shortly after Dad went to the nursing home, my Mum and Dad's cat died mysteriously (sick a few days then died at age 7 - found out it had a respiratory illness). Of course Dad always asked about the cat and Mum proceeded to tell him cat stories for the next year even though dear Pookey had passed. He even had a picture of him in his room. He was very attached, as the cat becomes a big part of their world when they are housebound, so definitely better to not tell her.
Hope you feel better SOON. Stress is a monster indeed.
Love Terri xo
oh no.... cold sores are miserable. I get them with stress too, but sounds like you have a terrible case.
ReplyDeleteLysine helps, esp to prevent them. My dentist told me that years ago.
A few years ago, when I was stressed out with trying to do all I thought I had to do, a wise counsel told me that to be compassionate to others, I had to be compassionate to myself. I had never been compassionate to myself, so it really changed my life.
So sorry to hear about Nan's kitty.
I am so sorry for the loss of your pet. We love our furbabies so.
ReplyDeleteI hope that you get to feeling better. Please see a dermotologist about those sores. There is a virus medicine that you can take that works wonders. I used to get them quite frequently when I fretted and worried more.
Oh Vee, I am so sorry to hear that you are ill and that Sarah has passed. I hope that Nan is faring well, I'll be keeping you all in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry that Sarah passed. It is hard enough without the extra worry of telling, or not telling your Nan.
ReplyDeletePlease feel better soon. So sorry you missed the reunion. Stress. It really does take its toll.
Becky K.
So sorry you aren't feeling so good.
ReplyDeletePoor kitty.
Hope today is a much better day for you.
Vee, I am sorry to hear that you are feeling under the weather. I hope you will be able to take it easy and rest until you feel better.
ReplyDeleteSorry also to learn about Nan's kitty. It seems wise not to tell her as it wouldn't be worth possibly upsetting her.
I was touched by what John had written on the coffin. He seems to be a kind and compassionate man.
By the way, your new header is just beautiful. I looked at it as I sat here drinking my morning coffee and wished I could transport myself to that wooden pier.
Take care.
Oh my Vee...I am so sorry about Nan's kitty. You have such a gentle spirit which is reflected in everything you say...
ReplyDeleteDo get better. Yes, I agree with some commentors. You should be getting the message..REST REST REST...and your photos show such peace.
Here's another "REST, REST, REST" Vee. I'm sorry to hear about your stressed out health issues. I do that, too, mine breaks out under my nose and I look horrible for about 2 weeks. Stress'll sure do it. Take care of yourself please.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry about the kitty, too. Nan need not be told - it would be best she didn't know. Perhaps she'll forget about Sara???
Stay home, find beautiful things to look upon, to think about, good music, good company, or spend some time in solitude with the Lord and He will lift you up. Praying for you sweet friend!
Hi Vee,
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry to hear you're not feeling well and so sorry about Sarah! Too bad about the reunion - I haven't even been to my HS one (I'd have to fly to Oregon anyway and I don't like flying).
I hope you feel better soon!
Manuela
I'm sorry about Sarah..it's NEVER easy to loose an animal..so very sorry..
ReplyDeleteI think your body is asking..uh..SCREAMING to you to take care of YOURSELF..and I know it's waaay easier said than done..but please..try, OK?
Hugs to you and Nan and to your Sweet hubby too ;-)
I am sorry to hear the sad news about Nan's cat, Sarah, Vee. I hope all is well with Nan? Your post after this with her empty bed and that sad verse made me catch my breath! I am on the west coast tonight -- my husband had a business trip and I went along. Computer time will be scarce but I will be thinking about all of you and praying hard.
ReplyDeleteHahahahahahaha...sorry for laughing, Pat. This is not Nan's empty bed. It was one I'm dreaming of sleeping in. Since this "whatever it is" thing hit, all I want to do is sleep and that looked like a cozy spot. As for the verse...one of my all time favorites and I never think of it as sad. Hope that you'll not think of it as sad anymore, either. Nan is doing well, thank you very much for asking. You're a sweetie!
ReplyDeleteI'm showing up a little late here...to hear of your virus/infection. So sorry you had to miss out on a reunion with your friends from long ago! Take care of yourself...hope you are on the road to recovery.
ReplyDeleteSorry about Nan's cat. Hope Nan is doing well.
I'm smiling about 'Nan's empty bed'. A very nice empty bed...whoever it belongs to.
So sorry to hear that you are under the weather. Stress has a way of catching up with one's immune system! I should know--if things get too bad I get a terrible attack of hives that last for months! Sometimes I wonder why I can't see it coming and DO something, but I guess if I knew what to do I would. It makes me wonder...
ReplyDeleteOh well, enough of that! I do hope you are on the mend and getting the sleep you need. I have found that when my immune system is down I must eat lots of fruits & veggies and get as much sleep as I possibly can, for that is when the body begins to heal.
So dreadful to learn of Sarah's passing. I hope Nan doesn't ask--it's sad to think of someone who's endured all she has, getting such distressing news! Hope you feel well soon!
V.
i came back to see what i had missed.
ReplyDeleteoh dear, that sounds dreadful. i bet
your classmates were devastated to
not get to see you.
so sorry about nan's kitty. too much
heartache for you all.
keeping you in my prayers.
love,
lea
We missed you at the reunion, but it was great to get to talk to you Saturday. Now get yourself better my friend.
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